what friends are for

well hello there!!!
earlier i thought of a devilish  plan and even suicidal ones (not to that extend)... but than a friend contacted me.. she told me of a problem... the irony of the situation was it was exactly (more or so) what i was going through...  no one really know what i was going through  or didn't cared less... i was quite shocked at first because we haven't been in contact for about a month now and she chooses really when was in despair to contact me... i didn't know how much it cost to her but we talked for 57 minutes and 27 second exact... i guess what they say is true...what u give u get back... no matter if its good or bad... even though the problem weren't really solved it helped a lot to know that u are not alone in this world...so thank u my friend whom i truly doubt know the existence of this blog that i called Natul... thank u for hearing what i got to say... (actually she contacted me right after i cried)... 


well when talking about friend i would never forget this angel....to me shes an angel.. because she always knows what to say even when she doesn't know the whole story... we would simply talk of the the things that to others aren't important enough....but to us it is really important.. she had helped me in several occasions (whether she realised it or not) to forget my despair and pain even when i just cried and excused it as being sleepy( your eyes waters when you are sleepy) and make jokes just so i could laugh... even when i'm in my bad moods(those time in the month) she'll make me laugh just by being there...well she is no other than my pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika pika . im just really thankful to you for always being there..


there are many friends i would like too mention but im really sleepy right now... the point of my rambling is dont disregard your friend..they are the only ones u can lean one when family is out of the picture.. u always have to be careful not to annoy them (unless its your thing) and take good care of them... kamsahamnida chingu